Monday, March 1, 2010

My own "fat girl down!" experience-Day 5 (Jennifer)

Well...today as been a total " I learned my lesson" day. I have a head cold. But after I showered I felt a lot better and figured I would try the Zumba class that started at Olivia's dance school. It started last week and I didnt go but I heard it was a lot of fun. Its a great opportunity for me to get out so I went. I know I am not supposed to exercise in the first 2-3 weeks according to Medifast if I havent been working out reguarly but thought it would be okay because I had been using the treadmill regularly until a few months ago. I have never been to a class and didnt know what to expect and figured "what do I have to lose? It cant be that hard". Yeah.............. the class was totally fun and a great workout. Until the last ten minutes of class. Now...those of you who know me will totally agree that I am a drama magnet. If there is drama it will fine me. I hate it but I have come to realize that is just how it is. So....all was well and up until that point my only concern was that maybe I am not as coordinated as I thought I was! And there was a whole lotta body parts doing seemingly naughty moves(which is apparently what Zumba is!). And yet I loved it! My friend made a comment about pole dancing...you get the point by now I am sure....So it was time for the cool down and all of a sudden I didnt feel well at all. I wasnt panting out of breath or anything like that but I started to feel like I was going to throw up. I took mental note of where I was and where the bathrooms were. I looked at the clock and told myself it was almost over and to hang in there. Then it got worse...I started getting really lightheaded to the point where I had to keep stopping doing the cool down. I was seeing the lightheaded fuzzies. I was trying to be as inconspicious as possible but must have looked like a really lazy cool downer...
And then came my "fat girl down" thought. And for those of you who are following this blog you know that I am talking about Tricias post a few days ago). I was so scared I was going to pass out and come to with all these paramedics around me with everyone staring at me. I would be telling them that I was on Medifast and shouldnt have exercised today. I was thinking about how i would be so embarassed to bring Olivia back there for her dance classes and there would be all these stares and wispers(like catty women do). And then class ended. I told my friend I wasnt feeling good and she said it was probably from the head cold. Very well could be since all of a sudden I could breathe from my nose. But I then realized I hadnt had my lean and green meal yet and had probably eaten only 400 calories for the day at that point. And I am sure that is what it was. Or a combination of the two. The teacher was asking if anyone wanted more cool down time and I was out the door before I could even answer! So I grabbed my coat and went to my car and called Steven and told him to talk to me for a few minutes while I sat in the car with the windows rolled down. I mean...I am a big girl, but I have worked out way harder than that before and never felt like this!!! So...another lesson learned....
On a positive note...today was pretty good. I was not that hungry and felt great other than this! I am rather surprised by that actually. I am sure I will have "hungry days" again but so far it has been pretty manageable.

2 comments:

Ron said...

That was too funny! What kind of class is this! LOL! Make sure you get those meals in so I don't get any frantic calls. Drama Magnet? You? Yeah, right. I have known you for years and have never known that to be a problem with you:-)P Good coordination comes from playing Nintendo as a child I was once told by someone:-)P

Jennifer said...

Ron-that "someone" must have been a very intelligent person to make that connection. hehe